About
We live in a house that is bigger than a breadbox, but not by much. My husband says it is just under 1100 square feet. It has two bedrooms and two bathrooms, a dining room, a living/ family room, and a kitchen/ laundry area. We are living in the house while we renovate it, inch my inch. Our bedroom and bathroom have yet to be renovated.
When we have a big project going on, the house kind of shrinks, making it seem even smaller.
The thing is, I don’t really have a place of my own. I can’t escape to a room with a door that locks so that I can have some “Alli time” and as the days go by, I find that is necessary to my healthy mental well being.
After two years as a work outside the home mom, I have finally realized my dream to stay at home full time. I am working out the depression I was in during my working time and I am finally realizing who I am.
If I can’t have a room or space of my own in my own house, then I am claiming this spot on the internet as my own. I can work through my issues and figure out who I am and who I am supposed to be. I know in the end I will always be Alli, but I need to figure out who Alli is.
