Tuesday, May 22, 2012

title pic Five years of motherhood

Posted by Alli on October 5, 2009

Fuller turns 5!What five years of motherhood looks like.

Fuller turned five today. This means I have been a mother for five years.

I wanted to be a mother for such a long time. I knew I wanted to be a mom before I knew I wanted to be married. I even had grand plans to be a single mother who adopted children from overseas (blame Raising a Mother Isn’t Easy, a book I read several times as a kid).

I’m glad I got married. And I’m happy after five years of marriage, five years of longing and trying, we held in our arms a little boy named Fuller. And after those five years, holding that boy in my arms, I became a mother.

Five years later, I’m here, sleep deprived, juggling homeschool, housework, baby sleep routines, and whatever else it is I do. I’ve had ups and downs, moments where I was ready to run and moments where I was so happy to be here.

Today, as I celebrate the five years of the life of Fuller, I also celebrate the five years I have been a mother. The roller coaster of parenthood is the best roller coaster I have ever been on. I sit here smiling with a heart of joy and peace. (And no, I am not full of joy and peace everyday.) And I look forward to five years more, and five after that, and on and on and on.

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