Wednesday, February 8, 2012

title pic considering fat acceptance

Posted by Alli on September 15, 2009

I went to the doctor a few weeks ago for a physical. It was my first non-ob visit since Tebow was born AND since I had quit nursing in the last couple of months, I was going in with out baby-related excuses. I was going in to see exactly where I stood in Health category of my life.

Really, it wasn’t a surprise… I’m overweight and my cholesterol is up. But my doctor was kind and open to still using the polite “but you are still losing baby weight” conversation, knowing I was probably not going to stay this weight forever. And in my medical history, when I lose weight, my cholesterol goes down. In other areas, my blood pressure is amazing (his words) and I have the pulse of a runner (his words, again). He is very certain I am not pre-diabetic and excluding the weight and cholesterol, I’m pretty healthy.

And that’s where I pause. I know I have to lower my cholesterol, so I know I have to lose weight. Getting the cholesterol down is my current inspiration. But even if I accomplish lowering those numbers and am still overweight, I’m going to need to find other inspiration to keep going. Because, I think before I got pregnant, I was participating in the “fat acceptance” movement (which I didn’t know was a movement until I saw this segment on Today).

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I kind of saw myself like Emme, healthy but overweight. No, I didn’t work out four times a week like her, but I was walking in the neighborhood and watching what I ate. I was pretty comfortable, not thinking I had to be a size 6 or even a size 10 to be happy… but. I don’t know. Right now, I’m studying for my test in January. Once I get those cholesterol numbers in a happy range, then I’ll see how happy I am with fat acceptance or if I’m ready to keep up the work to become a smaller size.

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