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title pic December 7th :: 30 weeks

Posted by Alli on December 7, 2008

December 7th :: 30 weeks

I received my weekly email from a certain baby calendar website informing me that today I am 30 weeks. I had actually forgotten to remind myself how far along I was, so I was a bit shocked to realize there are only ten weeks left to go.

Today I received a “Not long now!” comment and had to remind my friend I wasn’t due until February. I saw a slight look of shock cross her face and I can’t say I blame her.

Recently I’ve been torn between feelings of “I wish this baby was here now!” and “We have so much to do, this baby better stay put!” The want of the baby now has to do with seeing so many tiny newborns lately and just wanting to cuddle, swaddle, and pet them. Then I have a reality check and realize there is no way we can bring a newborn home right now.

I told my friend we really aren’t doing any prep until after the holidays. We have to upend Fuller’s bedroom and make it into the “boys room” complete with new carpet and a twin bed for Fuller (his current bed will be transformed back into a crib, which we need a new mattress for).

Why do all that now? Especially when I am kind of savoring this last holiday season where it is just the three of us. Getting ready for baby and getting ready for Christmas simultaneously are not something I want to do. If I had to, I would, but I’m grateful I don’t.

So I guess I have some more growing to do and shocking more people when I tell them I’m not due until the middle of February.

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