Voluntary Partial Blog Entry Recall: Stagnant
Posted by Alli on July 26, 2007
Well, I would like to say that in my previous entry, I griped about lots of stuff. And then later, about an hour later, I went to the bathroom and suddenly life was clear.
It is funny to me how every month it is a bit of a surprise. There are some months where I am aware of my mood swings, and know that it is mainly hormonal. But then there are months were I seem to be clueless and just don’t get why I am tired, depressed, or wanting to be all alone.
The part that isn’t really hormonal, the part of my previous blog entry that I said is that I am jealous. I am jealous of my little sister and her freedom to just do whatever, whenever. This week she is in Alaska, visiting a old housemate and housemate’s husband. My little sister is in Alaska! I would love to be in Alaska, visiting, taking in the scenery, and checking for moose at the crosswalk.
Last week I went to a Harry Potter book release and there was a drawing for a trip to London. I really wanted to win so that I could go and be traveling again. I loved London and really want to go back again some day.
But getting past the jealousy, I guess I am just a hormonal slob. And I just need to pay more attention to the calendar.
[tags]hormones, depression, travel[/tags]
Cass said,
Umm, you know, you are one smart cookie. Way smarter than me, who feels just like “stagnant”, has the same cycle, and still didn’t put 2 and 2 together. I actually cussed tonight as I stormed out of the house so I could eat a sandwich without sharing. It seems so stupid in retrospect, but I just wanted one thing that was mine.
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